"what state do you live in?"
This is the first time since college has started that I feel good to be home.. That was the best two hour conversation I’ve ever had with my father. I held back tears the entire time because I was driving. I am such a sensitive fuck sometimes
I wanted to hear
just you. Talking. To me.
I wanted to see your mouth move.
I wanted to write you.
A novel, no letter.
Do you understand?
I wanted to write
without a beginning or end.
I wanted to write just the love part for you.
There’s no plot. Nothing happens.
Nothing much happens in life.
Nothing worth knowing about really.
Just the love part.
No beginning or end.
I wanted to write it
my math final is about to begin and half the people in my class are praying to god and the other half are making deals with satan